1.When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I REALLY NEED TO GET BACK TO SLEEP.
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
WHEN I FIND A SEX PARTNER MUC BETTER THAN MY OLD ONE. (joke la. not anytime soon.)
3.What's a word that rhymes with DOOR?
MORE?
4. Favorite planet?
PLUTO THE DOG.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
SOME ONKNOWN NUMBER. DARRELL I THINK.
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER- SPILL CANVAS.
7. What kinda shirt you have on?
BLACK TEE.
8. Describe yourself in one phrase
SLEEPING WHILE TYPING?
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
CONVERSE.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
BRIGHT. SO WHEN YOU HAVE SEX. YOU CAN SEE WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
SHERYL? I FALL ASLEEP JUST THINKING ABOUT HER. I THINK OF HER SO MUCH THAT IT GETS BORING.
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
whose room and whose beds are those?
I'LL COMBINE BOTH BEDS TOGETHER AND SLEEP ON THEM. I DON'T CARE WHOSE BED. SO LONG AS I CAN SLEEP ON THEM. NOW WOULD BE REALLY NICE.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP.
14. What did the last text message that you received on your mobile say?
YA WAIT FOR US.
15. Where is your letter box?
DOWNSTAIRS.
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
SORRY.
17. Last furry thing you touched?
MY HAIR.
18. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
MY MEDICATION
19. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
NONE
20. Favorite age you have been so far?
2, CAUSE I CAN'T REMEMBER IT.
21. Your worst enemy?
MYSELF. CAUSE I REALLY HATE MYSELF?
22. What is your current desktop picture?
CAN'T SHOW.
23. What was the last thing you said to someone?
I REALLY HATE MATH.
24. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
WITH A MILLION BUCKS, I CAN FLY. AND IF I CAN FLY WITHOUT A PLANE, I THINK I CAN EARN A MILLION DOLLARS.
25. Do you like someone?
I LIKE PLENTY OF PEOPLE.
26. The last song you listened to?
WORDS I COULDN'T SAY- RASCAL FLATTS.
27.If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
ERM. NO?
28. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
YOU.
29. What is the closest object to your left foot?
IN BETWEEN THE CHAIR AND MY RIGHT THIGH.

oh my goodness.
everyone.
hear me scream.
i am about to die.
like really.
its the firsst day of the new term.
and i woke up late.
cause i kinda fell asleep after i got my wake up call from sean.
and he sounded like he was asking a baby to wake up.
scream into the phone next time alright?
i'll wake up.
for sure.

i got work later.
i have to do closing again.
i think i'll be doing closing until the hoildays come and i can do like mid day or closing.
gosh.
i am tired.
and i really need the sleep.
tired.
its alright.
after tonight.
i'll be free until next week?
then i have to go work again.
doign closing with jimmy.
thank you god!
and i hope that he brought an extra-not smelly helmet so that he can send me home.
whee!

i don't know what to say.
you don't expect everything to come to you.
sometimes you have to make the first move as well.
but i don't want to tell you why.
cause i don't want someone else to hate me for it.
i want to say.
i really want to.
but even after i do.
does it change anything?
it won't change anything.
nothing can.
someone told me.
that it wasn't my fault.
but still, even though its the case, i'm at the losing end.
honestly, it doesnt really matter to me.
in a way.
i jsut want to fall asleep and never wake up.


there is still something you aren't telling me.


like reply would be a good idea.
unless you're still angry that i said the its your fault.
i already said that i'm sorry.
i guess you didn't accept the apolody?
but you still woke me up.
and you sounded really nice then.
i hope thing will get better.


in a book in a box in the closet.
in a line in a song i once heard.
in a moment on a front porch late one june.
in a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon.
there is was at the tip of my fingers.
there it was on the tip of my tongue.
there you were and i had never been that far.
there it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms.
and i let it all slip away-
what do i do now that you're gone.
no back up plan, no second chance.
and no one else to blame.
all i can hear in the silence that remains.
are the words i couldn't say.
there's a rain that'll never stop falling.
there's a wall that i've tried to take down.
what i should've said just wouldn't pass my lips.
so i held back and now we've come to this.
and its too late now-
are the words a couldn't say.
i should have found a way to tell you how i felt.
now the only one i'm telling is myself.

now is too late?
if i told you how i felt.
and no holding back.
will it hurt anyone?
anyone but me?